There is one month left of this semester and with that is only 8 days left of school, 2 weeks of work, Christmas and New Years. So I feel alright writing this post early.
2009 has not treated me well.
I have been through a lot of rough times from day one.
I got my heart broken this year.
I lost my best friend from high school.
I got broken up with in a text message. Twice.
My grades haven't been that great.
I've lost all desire for school.
This has really been the semester from hell.
My summer was awful.
My home life is pretty much nonexistent. My friends from home don't even talk to me anymore.
But the good parts of 2009, though few and far between, are still important.
I grew so much closer to Kim. She's my best friend in the entire world and I love her so much.
I also grew so much closer to David, who has always been there for me every time I needed him.
My dad and I have remained close. He helped me through a lot.
Every day gets better. Every day is a new day. 2010 is not going to be as bad as 2009. I let my guard down this year. I was a pansy and I'm not usually like that. He got to me, but I'm not letting that happen ever again. With anyone. Especially him.
I'm a young, strong, beautiful woman. I intend on being successful and happy, and I'm not letting anyone get in my way anymore.
Monday, November 30, 2009
Monday, November 16, 2009
Flying by
November is half over. It's really flying by. I can't say I'm terribly upset about that. The sooner this semester is over, the better.
2009 has been a very rough year for me. I keep hoping that it will get better. And it is. Little by little. But I'm still having a very hard time. Don't tell me to "learn to deal with life". I'm 19. I'm still growing. And I'm pretty sure that growing up, I went through some pretty serious shit that you guys only hear in stories. I know everyone has something that's fucked up. I've been through all kinds of things, but this has been the hardest year of my life. I have never cried so much.
Next semester is going to prove to be equally as interesting as this. (Though 2010 will treat me a little better). Next semester I'm continuing with chemistry and taking Organic 2. I'm also adding a minor. This may or may not be a good idea. But I feel like I need to add something else that I can focus on when chemistry becomes too much. So with that, I'm adding computer science as a minor.
Ha! Me. Adding computer science. As if chemistry wasn't enough. My dad called me an uber nerd. Of his 3 daughters, I can assure you that he never expected me to be the super nerd. But I know he's proud and it's something I enjoy, and that's really all that matters.
However, right now, I would not mind if organic chemistry just kind of fell out of existence.
There is not much else to report here. I will be going home next week for 4 days for Thanksgiving break. Hannah turns 9 that Sunday and we're going to Chuckie Cheese. (FUCK YEAH!). And I'm only going home for Christmas break for about 4 days as well. I have to work a lot and the only person I really want to see at home is my dad anyway. So we'll see what actually happens.
2009 has been a very rough year for me. I keep hoping that it will get better. And it is. Little by little. But I'm still having a very hard time. Don't tell me to "learn to deal with life". I'm 19. I'm still growing. And I'm pretty sure that growing up, I went through some pretty serious shit that you guys only hear in stories. I know everyone has something that's fucked up. I've been through all kinds of things, but this has been the hardest year of my life. I have never cried so much.
Next semester is going to prove to be equally as interesting as this. (Though 2010 will treat me a little better). Next semester I'm continuing with chemistry and taking Organic 2. I'm also adding a minor. This may or may not be a good idea. But I feel like I need to add something else that I can focus on when chemistry becomes too much. So with that, I'm adding computer science as a minor.
Ha! Me. Adding computer science. As if chemistry wasn't enough. My dad called me an uber nerd. Of his 3 daughters, I can assure you that he never expected me to be the super nerd. But I know he's proud and it's something I enjoy, and that's really all that matters.
However, right now, I would not mind if organic chemistry just kind of fell out of existence.
There is not much else to report here. I will be going home next week for 4 days for Thanksgiving break. Hannah turns 9 that Sunday and we're going to Chuckie Cheese. (FUCK YEAH!). And I'm only going home for Christmas break for about 4 days as well. I have to work a lot and the only person I really want to see at home is my dad anyway. So we'll see what actually happens.
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