Flying by

November is half over. It's really flying by. I can't say I'm terribly upset about that. The sooner this semester is over, the better.

2009 has been a very rough year for me. I keep hoping that it will get better. And it is. Little by little. But I'm still having a very hard time. Don't tell me to "learn to deal with life". I'm 19. I'm still growing. And I'm pretty sure that growing up, I went through some pretty serious shit that you guys only hear in stories. I know everyone has something that's fucked up. I've been through all kinds of things, but this has been the hardest year of my life. I have never cried so much.

Next semester is going to prove to be equally as interesting as this. (Though 2010 will treat me a little better). Next semester I'm continuing with chemistry and taking Organic 2. I'm also adding a minor. This may or may not be a good idea. But I feel like I need to add something else that I can focus on when chemistry becomes too much. So with that, I'm adding computer science as a minor.

Ha! Me. Adding computer science. As if chemistry wasn't enough. My dad called me an uber nerd. Of his 3 daughters, I can assure you that he never expected me to be the super nerd. But I know he's proud and it's something I enjoy, and that's really all that matters.

However, right now, I would not mind if organic chemistry just kind of fell out of existence.


There is not much else to report here. I will be going home next week for 4 days for Thanksgiving break. Hannah turns 9 that Sunday and we're going to Chuckie Cheese. (FUCK YEAH!). And I'm only going home for Christmas break for about 4 days as well. I have to work a lot and the only person I really want to see at home is my dad anyway. So we'll see what actually happens.