Two thousand nine

There is one month left of this semester and with that is only 8 days left of school, 2 weeks of work, Christmas and New Years. So I feel alright writing this post early.

2009 has not treated me well.

I have been through a lot of rough times from day one.

I got my heart broken this year.
I lost my best friend from high school.
I got broken up with in a text message. Twice.
My grades haven't been that great.
I've lost all desire for school.
This has really been the semester from hell.
My summer was awful.
My home life is pretty much nonexistent. My friends from home don't even talk to me anymore.


But the good parts of 2009, though few and far between, are still important.

I grew so much closer to Kim. She's my best friend in the entire world and I love her so much.
I also grew so much closer to David, who has always been there for me every time I needed him.
My dad and I have remained close. He helped me through a lot.



Every day gets better. Every day is a new day. 2010 is not going to be as bad as 2009. I let my guard down this year. I was a pansy and I'm not usually like that. He got to me, but I'm not letting that happen ever again. With anyone. Especially him.

I'm a young, strong, beautiful woman. I intend on being successful and happy, and I'm not letting anyone get in my way anymore.